Through the darkness of my life, i shine bright and push past the oppression and hatred i face. i break through the walls of seclusion and differenciate myself from everyone else. i am my own god, holder of my own fate, and ruler of my destiny. Nothing can stop the terrible might i control!...except for the righteousness i am confronted with.
it's called fault, and it's not one of my favorites, but i've been struggling for awhile, so this si the result.
It's great, when you wake,
and you're not in that place,
and this hell, casts a spell,
it dooms all your life,
and it burns, when you yurn,
for they're no longer here,
and i cry, while i die,
even though i want this,
it isn't right, this just can't be true,
all this pain, i can't take it,
all my life, this was my choice,
but that bitch, she played me again,
sick of this shit, all over again!
f*** you, you bitch! you're done with...
and for my home, it is not my own,
my skin's not my own, my heart's not my own,
don't just sit, you f***in bitch!
it's all your fault,it all you fault!
you make him feel like shit, but he hurts, because i do,
he blames himself, i blame myself,
but it's not his fault, no it's not his fault!
if i just back away,
you two can stay,
together and happy,
cuz i don't matter, no i don't matter,
F*** it! i quit! all this bull shit!
have your life, have my life!
take everything i f***ing have!
you've already taken my soul!
so, now that i'm done,
block out my sun,
cloud up my sky,
i'll lay down and die,
cuz i don't matter,
this is about you,
i don't care about me,
i only care about you...
i don't even think that the person i wrote this about will recognize this, but if they do, hi! i'm hurtin but noone cares, except for charles and eddie surprisingly. oh well, melissa hates me cuz she chose mike jensen over me eddie rachel and charles...heh, if only she really knew that child molester like i did... but i know him no longer, and proud of myself for it.
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